Back in black
2004-11-16 04:54 GMT
Unfortunately I haven't disappeared or died yet. I have just been too wasted to write or update my diary. But I had a sober day two days ago. Anyway, I've had some wonderful moments and some really bad ones, but I'll try to write down at least the highlights as soon as I can. Maybe even today, but I doubt it since we are heading for a pub crawl later in the evening here at Noosa.
But to the bad news. Everyone probably knows that my moods can change really fast. From time to time I feel really desperate and have troubles finding reasons to live. But surfing (well, at least trying) has been the light for me and most of the time helped me to forget my worries. So yesterday this light was taken away from me when I busted my knee when I got wiped out. I visited doctor just few moments ago and I was told to take it easy for couple of days. If it doesn't work out I'll have to go back. In any case I can't go out there in days. That combined with my luck with women doesn't leave me much to do. I just hope my knee isn't totally broken... Fuck, all I can do now is to get drunk.